some people
annoy me so much
just by doing simple things
like laughing
or talking
and i have this sudden impulse
to punch them in the face
and one day it’ll just become a reflex
That’s the thing about me, even if I wanted someone to come and save me, I won’t say it. I’ll be a bitch and push them away even if they were my last chance. I don’t know why I do it anymore. Because I don’t deserve help, I guess.
Did you happen to read my mind or something… Like what…
Could have said that in through first place! Could have just said you were doing something already. But you know that’s my fault for thinking that maybe I could have a date Saturday with someone I truly love. But guess not. I hope you have fun with whoever you going out with on Saturday. Its cool, just don’t expect me to speak to you or anything because that was a douchbag move.
2 months ago on March 21, 2012 at 12:18am
I barely even get to see him! He’s always with his friends! I’m just there like “yeah um remember me? Your girlfriend. Yeah I’m right here” but I still don’t get any attention.
2 months ago on March 20, 2012 at 11:24pm
Fuck the bullshit! You know what, ion care nothing bhudd it no mo
2 months ago on March 20, 2012 at 11:20pm
Why the fuck would you even say something like that? You know how I am. Why the fuck would you do that
2 months ago on March 20, 2012 at 11:16pm
Well fuck you! I Dont even care
2 months ago on March 20, 2012 at 11:07pm
I want to die. Lol
2 months ago on March 20, 2012 at 03:37pm
its funny how people say theyre “in love”. teenage love. think about it. what is love, really? were kids. we dont know anything. i dont believe in it. you might say im heartless or depressing, but thats just how i think now-a-days. im tired of getting hurt. ive trained myself not to trust any guy; no matter how nice, no matter how sweet. all theyre going to do is hurt you one way or another. i want a boy to prove me wrong. to prove to me that there is such a thing as love. i want the right guy in my life. i want someone who will like me for me; someone who wont ignore me in front of his friends because he thinks it makes him look cool; a guy who will walk a mile just to see me, even if it is just for a few seconds. i might be living in a dream, but i want to believe that there is someone out there like that. maybe ive already met him, or maybe i wont meet him for another 20 years. but hopefully ill find him someday. <3
2 months ago on March 19, 2012 at 09:56am
